It's over!!!!

It's finally over!!!!!! my radiation therapy treatment is finally finished and now it's time for me to rest and relax and do things that please me, like play my Sims 3 game all day, not everyday, but I don't have to wait for transport to pick me up at certain times anymore, I don't have to wait in the waiting room for my turn, I don't have wear that stupid hospital gown(which made me came out in a rash on my very last day!!!!!!) arrrgggrrhh!, I can finally live again, I hope this treatment has worked, and I met so many wonderful people at the hospital, so sad I can't say goodbye to them, cos I just don't want to go back there anymore! I don't wanna see that place again! It was heartbreaking to see so many people worse than me, and I was just having precautionary treatment, not what others were having! I don't wanna see that again!


It's time to Live!!! Time to do the things I wanna do, and even though I'm supposed to rest for 3 months before I go back to have another CT Scan in August, I'm gonna become a volunteer somewhere that isn't a hospital or nursing home-well I just spent the last 7 weeks in and out of hospital for treatment, so I'm gonna volunteer somewhere else this time, so I can become busy and multitask, and spend more time with my mum too.


other idea's, I could spend the entire weekend asleep, but that's just a waste of time-really, or I could speak to alot of simmers on playstation 3 console-via ethernet, or go out and buy Max Payne 3 on Xbox 360-umm...yeah, that's more interesting than all the other idea's! Lol!


I've done many uploads during my treatment and after too, so I'll update them on here soon!


Thanks for reading!! Cheers for now!!


MidnightPearl! :) xo

16 days to go until the treatment ends!!!

As the title says! seriuosly, only 16 days to go until all finished! Where does the time go? it has gone so fast from the very first day until now-wow! I have patted myself on the back, for not giving up, and just sticking thru until the end. But my questions have NOT been answered until now, the doctors have said(we don't know, time will tell), and I thought not going back to the hospital after this treament would seriously end-NOT, I'm going back every 3 months and having multiple checkups, and this could take years-great, thanks for that-anyways, I'm going on hoilday for a well deserved break after this-can't wait! In the mean time, very much trying my hardest not to stress out!


Playing my sims games has helped alot-thankyou Sims 3!


I'll be back soon, cheers!


MidnightPearl! :) xo

Smashing idea!

hi all, since we have all our uploads filtered into catergories,in my page(studio) EA forgot to add a "featured" catergory as well, so I don't have to go through every item I uploaded from 2009-2012, to cull the ones that aren't good enough to download, or aren't featured, this makes it a whole lot easier for others to download the items already featured!
I honestly think it's a great idea to add, so it's much easier to find the featured items, and you don't have to flip through someone's entire studio to find things, it's very time consuming to flip through the entire studio just to find your featured uploads!
Cheers! MPearl :)
xo

Things are starting to happen!

Yes, as the title says, my throat feels like it's on fire, yes it's the Radiation kicking in my throat and oesophagus, so I have to change my diet again and eat more high calorie foods and drink alot of milk to help food go down and help coat the throat with milk drinks and yoghurt smoothies, which I don't really mind much, I just wish I could eat tomatoes, but they're too acidic. I'm gonna try and NOT become tired and let this fatigue feeling and burning of my throat-get too me.


I will continue to play Sims 3 offline until I'm over this radiation therapy in May 2012. so they'll be tons of uploads until I'm absolutely ready and over this crap of Radiation Therapy-just as long as this doesn't ruin my life and that I have NO more problems after this finishes-until then..........


Cheers for now, and of course, you'll all see me again, on here and the Sims 3 site!


MidnightPearl xo :)

Radiation and Me

Well, as most of you know I started my Radiation Therapy on the 2nd April, and on the very first day, my taste buds went from mormal to barbie doll plastic or cardboard, and I tried very hard to tell the doctors that, I'm having my first symptom-they didn't believe me, so now I write EVERYTHING down in my jotter notebook, and I'm still not believed by docs, so this week, starting 16th April, will be my third week, and am already having symptoms in my first and second week, I've already been back in hospital just 2 days ago, and still baffled is to why I'm feeling cold all over, and now the RDNS service, nurse-a complete stranger tells me why I'm cold all over, is becasue of the blood thinning tablet-warfarin and the clexane needle working to together to thin my blood, so no more blood clots to form, and the doctors at the hospital looks at me stupid, and a complete stranger-who I've never met in my entire life tells me what I'm going thru-she's an angel-thankyou, we both hugged emensly, now i can sleep at night!






I haven't played my sims 3 game in over a week now, I've been focusing on my health more than anything, I really do miss it...but.... my health comes first!


Talk to you soon!


Cheers! MPearl! :) xo

The days are getting quicker!!

Well, as the title says, it seems like the days ARE getting quicker, cos my Radiation Therapy is NOW 5 days away, and I'm not looking forward to it. And everyday this week, I'm super busy, I've double booked myself to get things done, like tomorrow(thursday-Aussie time), I'm busy helping my mum do her shopping, then I have to rush home and do washing and the rest of the housework, then see a friend and her 4 kids after 5pm-(triple booked) until 9pm. Then Friday the 30th March(aussie time), 2pm, have hospital appointment, talk with doctors before this radiation therapy starts(I have alot of questions), from 2pm-3pm, get dropped home by hospital drining service(have already been arranged), then do more washing at home, then have dinner, then go to a friend's place with her 4 kids until 10pm, then go home to sleep. Saturday 31st March, go to Comic-con-9am-6pm, get home-dinner, then sleep. Sunday 1st April, morning and most of the day until 4pm, get organised for hospital vstuff-radiation therapy stuff and possibly over night bag full of clothes etc, medications etc, then after 5pm-goto friends place with her 4 kids until 9pm, then bed-HOLY CRAP!!!!!! my life in the next 4 days is SO busy!!! yep....right! and my time to play sims 3 games are from now until sunday night before sleep! yeah, goodluck to me!!! I will post on the Sims 3 forums on sunday night(aussie Time), that I'll be having this radiation therapy. I do wanna play my sims 3 game to keep me occupied, but I have a feeling I'm gonna be super tired too. Anyways, I'll let you know soon.!


Cheers! Thanx for reading!


MidnightPearl! :) xo

My Fate is in the hospital's hands!

I just learned today when my radiation therapy starts, and it is on the 2nd April 2012, it's less than 1 week away, as I said earlier on the Sims 3 Forums. I knew this would happen, my gut feelings have always been right from the very beginning, I now know I have to be strong minded to get me through this, and to keep POSITIVE, which I've been doing for 12 weeks since my surgery in Dec 2011!.


Meanwhile, I've made an appointment with a solicitor to get my WILL done, before radiation therapy starts, hopefully my WILL, be done before the 2nd April, cos if I don't get this done, then all my assets will not be shared equally amongst family-it'll be a massive family fued-and I don't want this to happen, cos it's already happened when my father died, he had no WILL, and it went to the State Trustee, so we had to fight the government to get what was rightfully ours, and the State Trustee are money-hungry poachers, who'll stop at nothing to get what isn't rightfully theirs, we-my family have already learned what they're really all about, from our mistake and our father's mistake-he should've done his WILL earlier, and not think about the heartaches that us kids had to go through to get what was righfully ours-I hate goverment poachers!


Meanwhile, I have alot to do, between now and 1st April, cos what I've been told by many people, that radiation therapy tires you out and your back gets heavily sore, cos there's NO comfort whilst lying on the glass table, so it's straight glass table and therefore I've lost alot of weight, so I can feel my back bones and spine, on the glass table and it aint comfy-I did this as a practice run and to measure up the permanent tattoed dots for the radiation machine already-I didn't want tattoo's on my body at all, now I've got two tatts, that are NOW gonna be permanent on my body-to remind me what I went thru-great!!!! I'm NOT looking forward to this, but I have to have this-JUST IN CASE, it(cancer) hasn't spread, and kill the remaninder of cancer cells in my chest.


You know, I really wish I could have 1 more week away from hospital appointments, so I can rest before this starts, it really feels like I'm in a wash cycle and I haven't stopped spinning! or to put it bluntly, I'm on a fast rollercoaster(12 weeks of healing of sternun bone), and now I'm jumping from a fast rollercoaster to a medium roller coaster for another 6weeks of hell-cos that's how long this radiation therapy gonna take-6 weeks of 5 days per week, and have the weekend off-whoopdedo!, I'm so NOT looking forward to this rollercoaster ride-everyday-5 days per week-for 6wks, from 11am-2pm


I really hope the hospital will GET THIS RIGHT!!!!!! NO MORE HOSPITAL MISTAKES!!!!!!! I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS CRAP!!!!


I'm not over or done with fighting!, I've been fighting to keep out of hospitals for 25 yrs, and somehow, every year, I'm back in hospital for something, to me this is hopefully the LAST fight to stay out of RAH (Royal Adelaide Hospital) this year, after radiation therapy, I want some PEACE and quiet, and no more ambulance trips to the hospital-it's just getting TOO much!


I honestly thought after getting the happy news after my heart surgery in 2010, that I can now have a happy and healthy life-I can go back to normal-wrong!!! once again, I'm back on another rollercoaster of hospital treaments and ambulance trips. With all of this, it's truthful and sad to say, that this year of 2012, was the year I'm supposed to die, and now that the tumor is out of me and having to go thru radiation therapy, hoping that the cancer cells haven't spread to other parts of the body-I hope that my predictions will not come true this time. I'm not ready to leave this earth yet, I'm a charuty worker and I want to go back to doing charity, helping others make their life easier. I struggled all my life, and I don't want to see others struggle, so I want to help as many people as much as possible-this is what I want to do, and after my hospital treatments, this is what I'll do!


And of course, play my fave game-The Sims 3-this game makes me sooo happy(besides of the glitches and bugs and crashes), I still love playing my sims games and of course I'm very much looking forward to playing Grand Theft Auto 5 on xbox 360-ooh, that reminds me too, I still haven't played Saints Row The Third yet-oooh I better get a move on playing that!!!


Well, that's all I can talk about for now, I'll blog some more soon, hopefully before the 1st April 2012-(if I don't forget)


Cheers for now! 


MidnightPearl! :):):) xo