I'm back!!!!

Hello, everyone,

I haven't posted in a loooooong time, cos I have a new blogger, this one is for venting and talking and whatnots and the new one is all about my creations for the sims 3, even though I haven't finished the new one, due to my health and looking after my mum's health, AND still fighting against BULLIES(aka, my sister Karen)-she's still giving me grief!, I'm just poddling along as usual.

Exciting News!!! Yes, The Sims 4 has been announced, oh, of course, you already knew that one, Lol! I was there when EA announced it too, anyways, besides the point, I'm very curious is to what this new sims game is gonna look like and act, hope it's better with animation than Sims3, with animated HAIR, would be awesome, and more characterisation to the sims, we need, and the graphics needs to shine more, and the sims needs to look less like clay people and more somewhat realistic, but not too relaistic, I've seen most of the new games coming next year, and most of the characters are too realistic, but awesome all the same, it'll be very weird to play a realistic sim, with customised character detail like wrinkles and sweat and, oh, ya know what I mean! LOl!

Anyways, alot has happened, ya know my mum has Multiple Myeloma(bone cancer) and there is NO CURE for this, which is very sad, so she's gonna pass away, I don't know when, or how aggressive her cancer will get, but I'm spending the time with mum as much as possible, she is my BFF, and it's gonna be hard on me, because we share a birthday together, and since with all the fighting with my twisted sister and her merry men(brothers) turning against me months ago(which I seriously couldn't give a flying FUCK), cos they don't give a flying FUCK about me, whem mum goes to heaven, then my birthday is shit, I will not recieve a birthday card or a birthday wish from the merry men(brothers) or from my twisted sister(Karen)-and do I really CARE? NO, after theyve all treated me like shit, unfortunately after mum goes to heaven, the rest of the family can go to hell, I won't be seeing them again, not because they're family, they're not classified as family to me, after being accused of theft twice and being accused of starting fights and arguments with Karen, and accused of attacking Karen, when I didn't attack her, then accused of stealing traveller cheques from my brother Craig, which happened 25yrs ago, and he was heavilly into drugs at that time, so this is a question to Craig(if ya ever going to read this-goodluck) ''why the fuck would I steal your traveller's cheques 25yrs ago, why bring this up now?, well, Craig, why don't you ask your EX-Girflfriend Sharon, she stole your son Jahden, so therefore ask where they are, and IF, and big IF, I had stolen them, why haven't I've been charged by police?, oh, that's right, COS I HAVEN"T FUCKEN STOLEN THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU FUCKHEAD!!! DUH!!! Fucken wanker!

Anyways, another venting about my twisted sister Karen, she would rather take care of her dog, Max, which he has stage 4 cancer then to look after our mother? How twisted is that? seriously? YOU ARE FUCKED IN THE HEAD KAREN!!! you can replace your dog but you can't replace your mother!!!, so instead Karen is off on a cruise to get away from all of the shit, mum's cancer, her dog Max, her sloppy children, who do nothing around the house, and her lazy hubby, same as kids, do nothing, then she starts on me, that I'm not staying over mum's looking after her, do I really need to stay with mum 24hours per day, everyday?, when do I have some time for myself?.....mmmmmh.., let me think about that!.......um......NO, if it's ok to have some nights away from mum and have a social life and go on a cruise, then it's ok for me to have a break too, WHAT'S GOOD FOR THE GANDER IS GOOD FOR ME TOO!

Anyways, here's my newest blog:

http://simplesimssimming.blogspot.com.au/

I still alot of work done, but here you'll see my creations for Sims 3, and maybe possibly Sims 4(that's IF I ever buy it), Sims 4 has to WOW me first, so when EA announced that we'll see more of Sims 4 on August 20th, then I'll make up my mind to go and pre-order it, cos I've still got alot of gaming to do with Sims 3.

And I'm teaching one of my friends Leanne, on how to play the sims 2 game, she's pre-ordered Sims 4 already and has all the sims 3 games on layby, so I've got alot of teaching to do, as well as teaching her about the forums on Sims 3, sadly there is NO fourms for Sims 2, that site was shut down last year, and Leanne needs to learn to play it herself in order to learn without me, cos no-one taught me how to play sims 2, when I first started, so now I know how to play, hopefully Leanne will too! :)

Well, I'm suffering from an erupt cyst in my left ovary at the moment, so I'm resting until the pain eases and until I see the doc next which is on Monday, this has happened 7 times in my life! and it's annoying the shit out of me already! I'm missing out on dairy!!! I'm pissed about that!!

I'm also annoyed that the new Expansion Pack Island Paradise is so laggy and glitchy, I've never had this problem with any other worlds/EP's, until now, I wish the SimGuru's would test this world first before the game is due out to buy, I was looking forward to diving, until I found a cheat on the forums, that now we can dive in other worlds, so that's kind of ok, but still, I wanted to play Isla Paradiso, anyways, shit happens!

Anyways, time for rest and sleep, hope you'all have a great day/night/weekday/weekend etc, and possibly I'll talk to you'all soon!

Cheers! :)

MidnightPearl :) xo

My Personal Opinions on every Expansion/Stuff Pack for Sims 3

there's alot to say about my character then, cos I bought every Ep and Sp for different, possibly the same reasons, but here goes:

World Adventures Ep: I bought this for the entire Ep full of things to do, I love this Ep, next:

Ambitions-for everything that's in this EP, to different careers to the moodlets!

Late Night: absolutely the bars and nightclubs scenes and the mixologist career, and for the hairs/clothes/shoes and build/buy mode

Generations: for everything, this was an excellent ideal choice, I love this one too.

Pets: I don't hate pets, It's not my thing, so I got this for the CAS/build/buy objects more than anything.

Showtime: Not my thing again, but some of the clothes/hairs/build/buy mode in the ep is pretty cool.

Supernatural: at first I thought a dark and dreary ep full of creatures that I would never like to play, but when I played more of this Ep, yeah, omg, I love vampires, witches, fairies and werewolves/genies are not my thing, but I gave it a go.

Seasons: what can I say, we've waited this long for seasons to come out for Sims 3, and I love it to bits, yes, there are glitches and crashes for this game, but there's nothing to hate about this Ep!

University Life EP: I haven't touched base with this Ep, so I can't comment sorry!

Katy Perry Stuff Pack: first and foremost I just don't like her in general, but her stuff pack is wayout weird, that is why I bought it.

Deisel Sp: I wish EA put more into this stuff pack including children wear, not just adults and furniture, but all in all, it's a pretty ok Sp

70's,80's and 90's Sp: this is a pretty cool Sp, this takes me back down memory lane, there's no hatred towards this, I like it!

Master Suite Sp: this one is pretty neat, but again, it's steering away from children into adults way too much, this one's about more adults with smexy clothes and hairs and some furnishings, it's fine to me, but I'd like to see more bedroom furnishings and more pj's for men than women, that's my personal opinion.

High End Loft Sp: I love this one, it's cool.I've almost used some furnishings in my house building.

Fast Lane Sp: all about cars and who's got what to show off, this is a cool Sp, if you're into this show off stuff, personally I haven't used most of the cars in this Sp.

Town Life Sp:I love this one, I've used every part of this pack when building my homes and community lots, love it, EA should create more!

Outdoor Living Sp: bring the TV from the living room into the backyard, I love this idea, I love the huge TV that's in this Sp, I want one Lol! this is a great SP! Personally it would've been more great if they(EA) added a glass panel and some glass (over the pool) roofing like in TS2 had, but all in all, it's a good Sp!

Cheers! MidnightPearl

I'm sick and tired of being treated like shit, enough is enough!

My appologies for not writing in this blog for so long now, i have been busy looking after my mum as well as looking after my health too, i have little time to play Sims 3 as i am so exhausted and tired, I sleep most of the days that I'm not looking after my mum, cos no one else in my family is helping me look after mum, thanks my siblings, you go on ahead and have a wonderful life, while I'm stuck looking after mum-selfish bastards they are!, My 3 oldest brothers are Craig-who'd rather procreate than to look after mum, then there's Wayne-who'd rather pork his girlfriend all day long and make money from his job, then there's Mark-who'd rather fry his brains in dope, then there's karen-well what can I say about her-A troll, a bitch, all the above, pretends to like me to make mum happy, but when not around mum, she's an outright turd towards me, that's okay, you're dead to me anyways, I only care for 3 people in this world, and they are my mum and me, and a very special someone in my life, but everyone else who doesn't care for me, can go F**k themselves-seriously! I've had enough of being treated like dog shit by my siblings, now that I already know that mum's cancer isn't curable but it's treatable, but terminal, I may sound mean, but you have NO idea what I've been thru since my mum's diagnosis last October 2012, so,I really don't care what you think of me, that's ok, but once my mum passes away, I will walk away from my siblings, they do not exist after mum goes to heaven-so to speak, the amount of crap, of hatred towards me by my siblings are unforgivable and unforgettable, so therefore i must walk away in order to have a stress free quality of life for myself. If this continues, I'm sure as hell, my hair will turn grey before I turn 40, if my siblings keep going the way it is at the moment.

It's going to happen again, a huge fight is brewing, and yet again, I'm going to get blamed for something I didn't do, but that's ok, cos Karma is right up their backsides, each time they(sblings) treat me like dirt, Karma gives them back twice as hard-boohoo to them, but huge smiles from me! Lol! Suckers!

Cheers!
MidnightPearl! :)

Hi all!

Hell to all, haven't been on here for a while now, have been busy with looking after mum, and my health, looking forward to the next two expansion packs for The Sims 3 series, University Life comes out on 5th March (US)-7th March(AUS), so it's only a matter of days now, but counting down, and Island Paradise EP coming out in June this year as well as Grand Theft Auto 5 is due out in Sept 17th too, so I'm catching up on sleep and playing my sims games before I go back looking after my mum, until then, talk to you soon! :)

Cheers! MidnightPearl :)

More games to come this year!!!

Yes and the title says it ALL!!! finally GTA5 has a release date, it's the 17th September 2013, crap, I wanted this game in March 2013, this is NOT fair indeed! LOL! :) oh, well, looking forward to University Life EP in March and coming up in June is Island Paradise EP, now this I'm most looking forward to-can't wait!!!

Well, my health, is somewhat ok, my heart's giving me crap, some palpitaions here and there, I thought the stent in my heart would stop that, but hasn't, So I knew I had another problem to deal with, what's new in this world, and my mum still has stage 3 Multiple Myeloma cancer-diagnosed this in October last year and still miserable, she won't think positive, she's too negative all the time, and cries, so I'm there most of the time to keep her company but I can only do so much before I need to rest for my health too.

I haven't played much of The Sims 3 but have been playing lots of TS2(the Sims 2) on my laptop whilst at mum's place and I take my hat off to the wonderous creators out there for Custom Content, wow, now I know what you all must go thru to recolour and create beautiful patterns on objects, I tried with all my mighty and got a migrain just trying to read the tutorials on GIMP and SimPE!!

Google is such a wonderful thing, reading on tutorials for Sims 2, I just wanted to know how to recolour an object and it's so hard for a begiiner like myself, I had to reread the tutorials over and over again, to understand on how to do this, it beats me on how to do this, maybe later on when I can focus more.

See you all soon!

MidnightPearl

new year 2013 with new posts

well, hello everyone out there, Happy 2013! hopefully this year is gonna become a better year for all, including my mum, who has cancer still, and looking after her is tiring but memorable at the same time.

EA has announced University Life Ep coming in March this year, so excited, now the exchange's gonna get flooded with University dorms, I might even make my oewn now, ready for when University Life comes in March. Can't wait.

and another announcement the Island Paradise Ep is coming in June, omg!!! can't wait for building my own boats, I hope we have the option to build with glass tiles for flooring and glass walls and roofing like in TS2 and other third party sites made glass tiles and walls-we'll have to wait and see though!

More to come on this post soon.!

Cheers!

MidnightPearl :) xo

Christmas Wishes

Merry Christmas everyone, and have a splendid New year for 2013!

Cheers!

MidnightPearl! :):):)

xo

Siblings and Karma

well, here's my story:

I've been told to grow up and act my age, well, I'm almost 39yrs old next month, and I've been acting my age since I was born, so my flatmate is the only one who understands that playing my sims games helps deal with stress and verbal, emotional, and psychological abuse from each of my siblings, but not my mum, since my mum's diagnosis of Multiple Myeloma 4 months ago, I had to deal with my siblings stress aimed at me, and had to deal with my mum's cancer, as well as my own health problems on top of all this, and playing my sims games have help me overcome stress and abuse, so if my family continue the way it's going at the moment, then I'll continue to do what I love best, is play my sims games and spend the extra quailty time with my mum, and at the moment, my oldest brat sister hates the way I'm spending time with our mum, so therefore, I'll continue to do so, boohoo Karen, I'm going thru it, been going thru it for as long as I can remember.(damned if I don't, damned if I do)I seriously don't have a care for people who bully for the sheer fun, and since my mum's diagnosis 4months ago, I have endured alot of bulliness from all 4 siblings, and I've had enough of it.

The sheer fact that my bitch sister just can't stand the moment I'm spending with my mum, and yes karen if you ever read this, which one day You'll stumble upon and share this blog with delight(I really don't care), this is my blog, not yours, so one day when you read this, you can now know exactly how I really feel about ya!.

I will not spend one more penny on abusers and bullies, and who play mental games to make me fight back in sheer delight in their behalf, that's what I have encountered since my mum's diagnosis 4 months ago, my sister karen has gone behind my back and said whatever to the other siblings to make herself proud and in control of any situation of leadership, and others just follow, example, she's a puppetier and she's controlling the other siblings on the string, they are all puppets-which is so wrong indeed! and one day it's all going to shit, which is already, cos I agree with my mum, that the Verdino family has a curse, and when she(karen) treats me the way she does, something happens in the family, so whatever she dishes out to me, she gets back karma in return, and when I spoke to karen 2 nights ago, concerning about mum's temperature, she was so adamet to get an argument out of me at 9pm at night, what she was saying that I don't understand, so I reversed her words and said you don't understand, we said this several times until I said goodnight Karen, she said, oh, whatever, goodnight, and hung up, with a smile on my end of pure delight, if she(karen) can try and play mind games, then it's my turn to play mind games too, whatever she can do, I'll do back, see how she likes it back in her face!Bring it on Karen! LOL!!!!!!!

Cheers! MPearl! :) xo

Life is grand!!

well, in order that my mum's been in hospital from a lashing of chemo side effects, Karma is so far up one's backside, fair dinkum! seriously, am I supposed to be a messenger girl for everyone???, I didn't know my brother Craig and kids were coming down this weekend, and so now I'm being blamed again, for not telling him that mum's in hospital?, so am I the only one in the family? geewizz, Karen could've told Craig, or even Mark or even Wayne, why should I have to tell Craig, when he treats me like trash, and then expects me to message him about mum-I think NOT!! seriously!!! awww, boohoo Craig!!! I looked up to him as a cool brother, a mentor, a protector, now I look up at him as an physcological abuser, because he's been lied to by Karen, now he doesn't believe me anymore, ok, Craig, whatever, believe a liar, but not believe who tells the truth, your problem then! I don't seriously care anymore! I'm gonna live my life the way I want to, and if ya don't like that, you can go stick it Craig!


Here's a true quote:


                            Learn from yesterday

                            Live for today

                            Hope for tomorrow

Well enough said! Cheers for now!

MPearl! :)

I feel sorry for my mum!

Well, the title says so, here's an example,

my mum's back in hospital, she had 2 falls, 1 fall , she was under my care, at her home, which surprisingly this was not my fault, this was my mum's fault really, she has a habit sleeping right on the edge of her bed, and so mum had a nap, whilst waiting for the RDNS nurse to come and take her bloods before her chemo-it's procedure, so when I eard a knock at the door, I came running to the door and went into mum's room, to wake her up, then I opened the dorr, and heard a loud thump, I went into check and mum had fallen out of bed and hit her head on the side drawers, so I quickly opened the front door to let the nurse in to help my mum up off the floor and onto the bed, so we both did that, sat her on the bed whilst the RDNS takes her blood, then whilst she's doing that, I immediately get some ice and a teatowel, wrap the ice in it, and put it directly onto her left side face/head, so the RDNS nurse left with mum's blood and that was that, so I got mum off the bed and walkied her slowly to the living room, on her couch, and applied the ice pack, stayed with her for an hour, then rang my (brat) sister at work, told her what happened, then I waited for my sister to come after work, that was 5:30pm, then left to go home to cook my dinner and left Karen in mum's care, now that night was the 22nd Nov, and it was Adriana's 17th bthday, and Karen was supposed to go out for dinner to celebrate, anyways, Karen left mum for 1hour, and in the space of 1 hour, mum had another fall, she got up from her couch to answer the phone in the kitchen, she tripped over the kitchen chair, and fell on her hands, and backside, lucky she didn't fall on her head, then the care alert button was pressed, not by mum, but the fall did that-on the floor, Karen got a ring tone, and checked her phone, immediately Karen knew it was her care alert button had been pressed, so she flew from her home in a car(not hers), to mum's place, and looked into the kitchen window, realised that the chair was turned on it's side, and when she got into the room, there's mum sitting upstraight in her chair, looking dreary-eyed, confused and slurrying her words, Karen then checked her temperature, and it was 34 degrees, immediately called for the ambo's, and the ambo's took her blood sugar level, it was 3.4, it's low, so they gave her glucose sugar in a tube-2 infact to boost her level's, she didn't like that, so she went into emergency and stayed there until 4pm the next day, got there at 10pm(22nd nov), and stayed in the resussitation unit, so she can be monitored by staff every second, her blood pressure was low, her heart rate was very low, her blood sugar level was low, she became disorientated and confused, and we all seem to think that her chemo medication is the cause, so Karen immediately rang me, so I caught a taxi into emergency and stayed until 3:45am on the 23rd Nov, caught a taxi home, went dutch with Karen, then slept until 12pm, went back into hospital to see mum, and there her blood pressure had risen to normal range, her heart rate back to normal, her blood sugar levels back to normal, then she went into the ward, and there she stayed until today, so now she's missed one dose of her chemo, now next Tuseday, her doctor will determine whether it's the Velcade drug isn't right for her or not, so she may be on another lot and not have Velcade.


my thoughts:

I honestly hope that of all the chemo mum has had, I hope this Velcade wasn't a waste of mum's time, I hope it has helped in some way, even though it's given mum a lashing of side effects, but when she has another CAT scan, hoping that this Velcade has done something to contribute killing the cancer cells, cos if it hasn't, then it would've been a waste of mum's time, lashing her about with side effects that mum doesn't want, and watching mum go thru this, is heartbreaking!

Thanks for reading!

Cheers! :)

Seasons is beautiful!

Seasons Ep is so beautiful, everything I have ever wanted in this game is in this Ep, I've never gone trick or treating at all in Real Life and now my simmies and I can experience this, and I've never seen snow in RL, so this is as close as to real snow, in my game, I haven't even scratched the surface yet with Seasons Ep, oh, I'm so loving it so much!!! Thanks EA!! :) It is however, slightly buggy, but not all games are perfect anyways, there are tons of games with glitches, games can't be perfect all the time, gotta have some laughs here and there! Now we need University and a proper vacations Ep and my wish is complete.


Happy Simming to all!


Cheers! MidnightPearl xoxo

Realism 2

the beauty of sims, we can escape the harsh reality and quite frankly I really don't want the sims to become too realistic, my sims games is an escape to realism, after I have a horrible day in Real Life, playing my sims games have eased my horrible day and turns it around to a pleasent one, that's why I love the Sims 3 game! :)

This abuse has NOW got to stop!!

in another bullying, bitchness fight against me, 5 days ago (8th Nov), I was supposedly to have stolen mums WILL and taken it down to Michael's Mum and Dad, now Michael is my flatmate, helping with me to pay the rent, cos the rent here in Australia, is very high), so I apparently supposedly taken Mum's WILL, to show Michael's Mum and Dad and Michael, well, you work this out, Michael's mum and Dad were at Moonta in South Australia, and it takes 8 hours to get there by car, and I supposedly would've taken Mum's will in the space of an hour before Karen comes over to see mum at 4pm, so if I took the WILL, then I would've still been travelling to Moonta to show this WILL, when in fact I didn't, the WILL, it was sitting on the kitchen bench between the phone and the kettle the entire time, so Karen twisted the situation so far up her arss, made it look like that I had stolen it, rang my brothers,then  I got a sms text of hatred back from them, and yet, if Karen open her fuckin eyes in the first place, and found the WILL in front of her, then I wouldn't've got the blame??, and then Karen found it where I left it, but, never got an apology back, then she (karen ) discussed with themselves that I can't be trusted staying at mum's place, so therefore my brother Wayne who works in the door industry, said, we'll just change mum's locks now, so Wendy can't come in as she pleases to help mum out, so that's what they did, so now I can't get into mum's place in an emergency purposes, so now, when I go over there to see my mum, I have to knock on the door and wait for mum to answer it, where the fuck does she get these idea's that I start these fights and arguments when she twists these scenario's so far-it's just beyond belief, now I've been labelled as Mentally incapable to look after my mum, and I abandoned mum, because I had gastro last weekend, thinking of other people, I left mum's place to attend my sickness, and yet I'm classified as a hopeless bitch that abandon's sick and helpless people-I mean, what the fuck????, so am I supposed to attend to mum's illness whilst vomiting and diaaroehing too??? so am I supposed to stay there and share my gastro back to mum???? gee whiz Karen, Karma is so far up your arss right now,and I hope it's a big fat one!

I looked at my supposedly fat arss in the mirror just today, where in the hell, my arsse is fat?, um, Karen you need your eyes tested seriously! LOL!

I have been psychological, emotionally and verbally abused since I was 14 yrs old, and it's still going, I'm now 38yrs old, there was a time in my teenagehood, that my brother wayne,mark and craig, physically abused me, that's when I involved the police, and mum pleaded for me to drop the charges, but on 1 condition, that I never get hit for any reason again, for anything, and my 3 brothers got a fair warning from the police not to hurt me in any way, so I dropped the charges, and to this day, I speak of now, they haven't even tried to hurt me physically, but they've just bullied me verbally and the verbal abuse has not stopped, but this time now I'm an adult and there are reprocussions of being an adult, if I fear that this will esculate into something else, then I won't hestitate to go to the police and have a restraining order for my 3 brothers and karen, they've all got too much to lose if they tread over the line with me, I'm waiting for this to happen, though I can still talk to the police about it anyways, on what I can do to stop this verbal abuse, it's stressing me out and mum of course, but she's too weak at the moment.
I've got the LOVE and MEMORIES, what does Karen have?? the jealousy that mum loves another Daughter, that's why Karen is the way she is towards me, and she's too proud and perfect to admit it-we'll let you live the perfect world Karen, cos ya think you're perfect, think again! only robots have no heart and no love for anyone, and no memories and no feelings and they live in a perfect world, well Karen you've just classified yourself as a robot

I play sims 3 to escape the abuse, Sims 3 makes me happy so much, that I wish I can just click my fingers and join my simmies household, there's no abuse there!

Seriously, all I can say is this, the more Karen.Mark,Wayne and Craig treat me this way, the more they are hurting just 2 people in their lives:
Mum and themselves! Not me! and ya know what?, I really don't care anymore, being blamed for things that doesn't involve me, and yet it's still gonna be my fault if SHIT HATH HIT THE FAN!!!, no matter what happens I still love my mum and she loves me and I love what i do during the day/night 7 days per week, no-one would dare take that from me, because:

I am a survivor, I pick myself up and walk again after been beaten down with verbal abuse, the more I get verbally abused, the more I become stronger in myself, to fight back! my motto is:

                        Bring it on Bitch!!!!

LOL! :)

Cheers!

MidnightPearl! :)

I'm happy and content!!

it doesn't matter what age we all are, just as long as we're happy and content, that's all it matters in this society, people who dwell on stress get nowhere in life, people who are happy and content move on in life and I have moved on and will continue to play my games as long as I shall live!!! xo :)

On the lighter side of Life......

Seasons Ep is only 10 days away!! just 10(australian time that is!!!!)

OMG!!!!!!! Looking forward to it, sooooo excited, yayhoohoo!!!! Can't wait!!!

If only I can contain my excitement for a few more days, I'll be fine then!

I downloaded the latest patch from EA, which has the new diving board and a few other new patterns in the game added, as well as the ability to swim in any ocean now, so I tried this and I'm the only sim goes into the ocean, I suppose it's just a small taste that EA likes to give us to tease us more for wanting this Expansion pack even more, typical EA, kudo's to you!
The new attraction system is a bit scary indeed, A married female fairy sim got a compliment from a total stranger she just met, (I'd like to get to know you better), something like this quote, woah, that's scary stuff and way too direct I think!.

And the Blueprint mode is something extra, sometimes I don't even feel like building and this tool is so ideal to just plonk a house that you didn't build is just marvelous and brilliant thinking for lazy builders!!

The diving board should've been introduced from base game, not 3yrs later in Seasons Ep, seriously we had to wait for this 3yrs later for this??? sheesh!

MPearl! :)

When is the Bullying gonna Stop!!! Seriously!!

A Fair warning-Read at your own Risk again!




And the title says above, seriously, my brat sister is a witch from hell, and she's been lying to get kudo and brownie points, well done to her-bravo-clapping right now!!! NOT!!!, now, here's a story I'm about to tell:

My mum who has mulitple myloma(cancer of the bones), has been unwell for 1 month, and whilst seeing her in hospital to cheer her up, we talked about her electric bill and how she's worried that it may be too high, then she asked how much was mine, and since I told her mine's slightly over the limit because the electricity has risen, and I told her everything's fine, we'll(me and flatmate Michael) will manage, she asked are you sure?, yes, mum, we're fine, that's all that was discussed, nothing further. Now this conversation is true fact-2wks ago, she was still in hospital then, and now she's out and back home, this is the other conversation behind my back from my mum to my sister Karen:

Wendy's in trouble, and she needs money to pay for her electrical bill, so she came to ask me for the money in hospital, karen, I can't afford to give her that, Michael should be helping Wendy.

Where the fuck did in my conversation have I asked mum to pay for my bills? and now Craig(my 3rd brother) has now got involved in my fighting with Karen and has told me off for asking mum for money to pay my bill-WHAT THE????? now either Karen has twisted mum's words to make it sound like that I was asking for the money, or Karen is REALLY A BITCH!!! she wants me to argue with other family members so that she rubs her hands in delight and sits back and watches me suffer losing family members one by one, well BITCH! that ain't gonna happen, cos I'll just walk away and leave mum on your doorstep now, you deal with mum, not my problem, well, that means Karen you have to quit work to take care of mum full time-oh, boohoo!

I do believe in KARMA, and this time it's gonna be big in Karen's face! Looking forward to it!



Well if any of my family members want to be bitches-BRING IT ON! I'm not afraid of you anymore, you've been mean and bullies all my child/teenagehood, and now adulthood, so I'm getting stronger everyday to fight bullies like you-BITCHES!-BRING IT ON! Just remember there's repracussions of being an adult, just one hit to the face or body and brusies or fractures happen, I won't hesitate to have you charged for assult and will not drop the charges-think about it! Dickheads! Looking forward to having police involved! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

MPEARL!!!!!!

My mum's on her way to recovery!! and I get treated like trash!

A fair warning, please read AT YOUR OWN RISK!! I'm just venting my anger at this present moment! all my other posts won't have this rant!

Thankyou for understanding!


My mum's been in hospital now for 3 wks, and finally she's home from her ordeal, so I have been back and forth seeing mum at the hospital and spent countless hours attending to her needs at her home, and yet I still get treated like trash by my sister Karen and now I got treated like trash by my older brother Wayne, so both of them can Fuck off now, cos when was the last time they showered and dressed and helped mum with toilet duties?????-SQUAT!!! they can back off and allow me to help mum get back to be independant and over her cancer, the more negativity around her, the less likely mum won't get better, so if my sister can grow a fucking brain and learn to shutup and allow me to help mum, then things will run smoothly as planned. But the more she nitpicks at me like a bug that eats flesh, then mum stresses more therefore karen and myself fumes up into a physical fight like 2 wks ago in hospital it happened infront of the physiotherapist and mum of course. If this is what Karen wants, this will end up looking very bad, therefore I'll still get treated like trash again-oh, well what's F'n new!!!! What about my life???/ oh, yeah, who cares a fuckin'hoot about my life-according to Karen, it's ok to have a life for them, but what about me, no, we'll dump mum onto(wendy) and we'll have our own lives to live, so therefore I(wendy) stresses out more, lose weight because of STRESS, and the moment I become sick and can't look after mum, I get treated like trash AGAIN, saying I'm incabable of looking after mum, it's ok for all you to have a life, but what about me???? in her words(karen's), WHO GIVES A FUCK ABOUT YOUR LIFE WENDY, IT'S ALL ABOUT MUM!!!- well ya know what Karen, you're dead to me, so stop coming back to haunt me then! Bitch!! So i said today(27th Oct 2012) talking about husbands who do SQUAT, and she's married to a pig who can't be bothered to make a cup of tea for her, he's never cleaned or cooked,(sucked in bitch), and I turned around and said, I'm so glad my partner is house-trained, he knows how to cook and clean and look after me when I'm sick, what does your husband do???oh, yeah, SQUAT! and then she says, oh, he has a full time job, and I said SO??? my partner has a full time job and still does his own clothes washing and housework and food shopping, so what's to say your husband's excuse???-SQUAT and PATHETIC! I'm so so glad I'm having a two day break from mum's place this weekend, but next weekend, my other brother Craig is staying over mum's place to help his share and I'll have that weekend off again-yay! but come down to mum's to see them and mum, but not Karen or anyone else for that matter.

And another thing, how is it my fault for my mum's condition, Karen(bitch) sister blames me for mum's condition????? mum had osteoperosis for at least 5yrs now and fell over on her cox back bone last year and now has a enlarged aorta(which is being closely kept an eye on), and she had a heart attack in 2010 2weeks after my heart surgery, and she also tripped over and fell on her head and back this year(under Karen's care of course) and yet I still get blamed for her condition, her Myeloma bone cancer, how is it my fault for mum's condition, my sister needs to grow a fu'kin brain and learn how to use it, cos how does she get that it's my fault when it's not-she(karen) is loopy!!

Anything I do is never good enough, my mum appreciates what I done for her in the past 3 wks and has said thankyou numerous times, but I haven't heard a thankyou from anyone else yet, that is very rude and disrespectful, I'm there for mum and yet still get treated like trash, ok, that's fine by me, less money spent on them, more money spent on mum and myself, that's ok, but the moment if and when I win big in xlotto, they'll suck up my arss and become best friends with me-when this happens, they can go suck themsleves! I just feel sorry for my poor mum, she's in the middle of all this, between me, Karen and NOW Wayne, (rolling one's eyes)-whatever!!!

Cheers!

MPearl!

update on my mum's condition....

well, it's now October 16th 2012 and it's now been 2 and abit weeks since my mum was diagnosed with Myeloma(bone cancer), and she's still in hospital, and hasn't started her chemo yet, cos she caught an infection in her kidney's so the docs put her on antiobiotics, then today, ordered another lot of antiobiotics then start chemo after that, so we're looking at next week, she'll be in hospital and after 9 days of treatment, she can go home and start her chemo, but in the mean time the docs have ordered she's start getting out of bed and walking now, and sitting out of her bed to eat her meals instead of in bed, she still has a fracture in her lower back, that won't heal anytime soon, it takes 6-8wks to heal, but we(family0 on saturday (13th Oct) rallied together about mum's health, and we'll rally agin together on who does what, and when, and ask for professional help, so we(us) family members can have a break too, cos I can't do ALL that it is required cos then I go back into hospital for stress and burnt out energy. We'll have to talk about this very soon! In the mean time, I'm coming into hospital every 2nd day and seeing mum, talking to the docs and nurses and ring her on the phone on the days I don't physically see her.

It's just heart-breaking seeing my mum in hospital like this, and when I leave to go home, I feel guilty leaving her there, which I shouldn't cos she's in safe hands!

Thanks for reading! I'll keep you'll posted about my mum's condition soon! :)

Cheers! MidnightPearl!!!

xoxo

Excitement for Seasons EP!!!!!!

Looking forward to the new Seasons Ep, everything about it excites me and I really want it so bad, but have to wait 41 days until it hits Australia and installing in my computer. What am I doing until the time passes?, fighting with my bitchy sister over my mum, well, that's to be expected between me and her, it's been going on for years, and NOW it's gonna get worse, so the only stress-relief remedy for me is to chill out playing Sims 3, so that's what I'm gonna do whilst waiting for Seasons EP!

The night before any EP is released, I get overally excited (as usual), then on the day of release, I go down to the shops(grocery Store), buy my supplies first then buy the game at EBgames, then come home, pack away my groceries, then install my game, whilst it's installing, then I make 2 sandwiches, a choccy milkshake and have some lollies beside me, and that's where I park my toosh until the wee hours of the morning(next Day), then sleep, oh, what a life of a sims 3 fan player!!!! :):):)

What am I looking forward to????EVERYTHING of course, swimming in the ocean, sunbathing, suntan, playing in the rain, puddles, umbrella's, and the list goes on!!

CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!

Talk to you soon!

Happy Simming!

MidnightPearl

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Where is my post?

I made a post on the Sims 3 forums it's called (it's not good news) and I can't find it, has EA deleted it???? I would've loved to gone back into my own post and at least said thankyou to those who prayed for my mum and given me well wishes, before EA deleted it, how rude are they?

I mean, I spend so much money gifting other simmers with my own money and gift myself, and how rude is EA to delete my post about my mum, they didn't even give me a chance to say thankyou, inconsiderate bastards, they take my money and in return they delete my post!!!

WHAT THE???????

Assholes!!!!